Friday, 4 May 2012

Hair tutorial for spring

Hey guys, so ever since I was a little one, I have been coping crap for my ears. Yes they stick out and at one point looked ridiculously massive compared to the size of my head! Now through out the whole very long span of 17 years I have worked out ways to hide them. Now I know it's quite common for people to hav surgery to get them fixed as you will, however that idea has never appealed to me, I have this thought that if did once I woke up from surgery I wouldn't be able see myself anymore and I don't think I would like to give that up. Sometimes you have to except the way you are and work around it! And that's what i've done! I know that when I was a little bean sprout it would have been nice for someone somewhere to say hey you little bean don't worry your fine, and when you grow up you will be happy the way you are! But alas I didn't and so I spent many years sleeping with head bands on thinking that my ears would eventually go flat but it didn't work and gave me a very big head ache! I used color coordinate my head bands to my clothes as I was terrified the wind would blow if my hair was down and the terrible truth would reveal itself and everyone would know I was secretly dumbo! I will never forget the day I took it off at school. I was in the girls bathrooms and I had done my hair super marvy well I thought it was super marvy for a 15 year old however my head band ruined it all and made it look weird. My best friend at the time turned around took it off my head and shoved me outside, I instantly thought i was going to die of embarestment but she grabbed my hand and pulled me along and said that it was fine and to get over it. We went and sat down with our other chums and to my surprise there was none of that terrible slomo laughter they do in films, snide comments or even an eye lid batted at my two friends that sit on either side of my head. As time went on I became more confident, my friend the same one that freed me from my insecure shackles mentioned that if I was still nervy about them sticking out when my hair was straight then I should back come my hair a bit and around the front so that it would all stay in place and there would be no freak out if the wind so happened to blow... The whole back coming thing did lead me into a terrible scene fad however I won't get into that now! Let me just say I was 15! As I got older I wanted to do more styles, and as I live in good old down under and the sun can be scorching at the best of times! I needed to figure out a way of putting my hair up but still having a little coverage for comforts sake. So I came up with this little fun doooo, now I do realize I am wearing a for of head band in this however you can wear it with out and still be covered. I thought the flower reef headband would be so cute for this look and couldnt resist popping it in! I might do another video on this as this is something that I really struggled with for a long time and I would hate to think of other people feeling the same way without getting to talk to anyone or not having a tough best friend to sort you out when you need it! I hope you enjoy the video! And if you have any questions or comments please leave them bellow it would be really lovely to hear from someone! With thoughts and love BeanQueen! Xx

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